Due to the crappy weather, the smell that my car was making last night on the way home from Danville, the fact that Jeremy never checked out the above mentioned smell even though he said he would, that I'm still confused as to if my sister is free to see me or not even though I've asked her multiple times, and I'm generally in a pissed off, gross mood, I will not be going to Louisville today.

Apparently there was a communication breakdown, and with my car smelling like burnt rubber, I can't get up the motiviation to go to Louisville to spend time with people when only 1 of the 3 people I want to spend time with has gotten back to me on when they are free today.

Jeremy gave Perhaps a hair cut and she looks super cute.

I went to the gym with Jeremy and we only stayed 8 minutes. The cinema room was playing basketball, the stair climbers were full, and the only there was a squeaky machine next to mine. I'm still irritated about it, and feel guilty about not working out more when I wanted to do an hour.

Tomorrow, I have to work at CVS from 10 to 8. I hope I'll be able to stay up that long.

I have to finish a journal club for tomorrow. It's a pretty sucky article and I don't want to finish it. I think I just have another hour of working on it and it should be done.

I'm ready to be done with rotations.

We are planning a trip down to Gatlinburg to go camping in May, and a trip to Cedar Point in June. It's frustrating to plan because I don't know when I will schedule to take the boards.

I'm worried too about moving down to Florida and finding a job and making sure we live in a nice neighborhood that isn't too expensive. I hate the I worry so much.

I also hate basketball.

I'm glad that Jeremy still loves me even when I'm in such a foul mood.

I matched at the Lexington VA!!!!!!!!

I am coming to Louisville Friday March 20th. Please mark your calendars.

I will be leaving at approximately 9am, and will be going to diaylsis with mom/eating dinner with her.

My time is your time and I would like to see the following people:

Mom/Dad
Greg/Rebecca/Aaden
Chirsty/boys
Chris/Lissa

I believe mom will have me from 3:30 until 9ish.

I will also be travelling to Louisville Thursday March 26th for the purpose of visitation, but will only be available from 12 to 6pm.

Please submit work schedules and availablity so I can plan my trips according:)

I'm sneaking in and writing a blog update while sitting in the ICU. Today is the first day I've cheated and gotten online to do things besides check my email. It stinks because I don't have internet access, so I feel bad getting online like this.

I have to work on Thursday, which was suppose to be my day off. Apparently, my preceptor wants me to make up the days that I missed when I was sick. Which is sort of annoying. I don't think she likes me for some reason. But the other studebt I have working with also said she got that feeling from her. It's all sort of weird because several students have said this preceptor was great. I don't get it. I'm still offended that she didn't check on me when I was sick. I told Jeremy that I was going to write about it in my evaluation.

My current issue is that I hate the way I smell. I smell like that Danville apartment, especially the clothes that I am wearing today. I brought this outfit last week and left it in the closet, and it really smells. Not bad, but not like me or Jeremy or our house, so it is driving me crazy wearing it right now. When I get to the apartment, I'm immediately changing and taking a shower. Gross.

Too bad I have to wait 7 hours before I get off. Maybe I will be able to leave early if my preceptor leaves early.

I'm going back to Danville. Likely in four hours. it makes my stomach churn just thinking about it.

I told Jeremy that I don't think I can stay there and will likely drive home every evening. it's a horrible place. horrible.

It sucks that March is such a long month. I could just say, oh, I only have 3 more weeks. But no, I have three weeks and two days because I have to go back up that last Monday and Tuesday. it sucks.

Jeremy is coming back up with me (seeing as I don't have a car), and he is going to help me clean up at the apartment and throughout food. We left in a big hurry.

Anyways, I think that I will not to be able to go to Louisville as much this month. I haven't actually talked to my preceptor yet, but I think that I will have to make up the 2 days that I missed and work 5 days a week. So, the only day that I will be available with be on Saturdays. so I will be bringing Jeremy when i come. Just because I couldn't stand being away from him when he's not working and I'm at home. I will let you know. Maybe my preceptor will be nice and tell me not to worry about ti.

I haven't been able to get online to check the blog or facebook, so if you need to get in touch with me during the week, you can reach me by my yahoo email or my uky.edu email.

I want to augment the first sentence of my last post to stay a memorable illness that you will remember all your life, rather than life changing. That's pretty insensitive and I shouldn't have used that wording.

You know how when people have a life changing illness that they will remember forever. I'm had mine. it sucked.

I forgot my lunch on Tuesday because I left it at the apartment. So when I got home, I ate my peanut butter sandwich, a banana, and a frozen fudge bar. Then I was tired so I laid down at 6. I woke up at 8 feeling really nauseated and with a bad headache. I call Jeremy at 8:30 and complained to him. 9:30 (I think), I threw up. Called Jeremy to complain. 10:30 I threw up. Called Jeremy to complain again. 11:30 threw up. Figure Jeremy didn't want to hear the same old story, so I didn't call. Drank some ginger ale. 12:30, threw up ginger ale. Also had first round of diarrhea. 1:00 threw up and diarrhea 1:30 threw up and diarrhea. Drank a dose of pepto and 100 cc of water because I was beyond dehydrated. mouth and eyes dry. 2:45, threw up pepto and water. Didn't taste so bad coming back up. Also diarrhea. 3:30, only had dry heaves, but more diarrhea. 4:00, dry heaves and diarrhea. 4:30, called Jeremy and complained. 5:30, had urgency for diarrhea and vomiting, but I don't think there was anything else in me. 7:00, called the rotation and told them I wouldn't be in.

Then the leg cramping and head aches started. My buttocks and my hamstrings were in a perpetual cramp that left me in agony. I knew it was because I was so dehydrated and needed to replace my electrolytes. I was convinced that I needed to take a shower because I had managed to get vomit in my hair and I keep breaking out into sweats and shaking. I'm pretty sure I was delirious this entire time.

needless to say, Jeremy came and got me from Danville yesterday afternoon. and we reached home around 5. I went to bed right away and got up around 130 for some tylenol and then went back to bed. this morning when I go up, I pooped again. not diarrhea poop, just regular poop. what the hell? the only thing I've eaten in the past 40 hours has been 2 and 1/3 saltine crackers. and I was pretty convinced my entire GI track was cleared out. I guess i was wrong.

I feel much better now. my head hurts still when I stand up, but I think that's because of the not eating. I'm going to try eating some vegetable soup in a little bit.

i'm throwing all the food in the danville apartment away.

We are going to Danville this afternoon to check out the apartment and clean up as needed. And then we are going to eat at Olive Garden and use the coupon that my mom sent me.

I just finished making a list of all the things that I need to take and it is alot of stuff. But, I would much rather take too much stuff than take too little and need it while I'm down there. I think we are going to stop by the library to get another book to hold me over in case I finish the book that I'm currently working on.

I hope that the heat works really well. I also hope that no random people try to come into the apartment while i'm there. That will really freak me out.