My milk supply is back up, and I haven't even got the fenugreek in the mail yet.  Go figure.  I think it has to do with when I ovulate--- even though I haven't gotten my period back, I still spot for a few hours on a particular day and think it has come back, but then it doesn't.  Maybe it has, but is just extremely light, and then I down regulate during or before or after or something.  who knows.


Yesterday we went to Little Goblins.  It was a lot of fun.  It makes me sad thinking about when the boys are older and they won't want to do things like that.

Pumpkins are carved and Jeremy is working on roasting some seeds.  We have a TON.

very thankful for my boys today.  I love Wyatt's mischievous smile and Beckett's sweet smelling head.  And Liam's desire to play "abcs" on the Ipad.  We've really restricted Liam's time on the ipad--- like not at all. we were going to let him do it on the weekends, but we keep telling him he can do it later, and several weekend days he doesn't play on it.  Now, he knows that if gets on there and only does something educational, we won't take it away--- so he sneaks on there whenever he can to practice his letters.

 

This is the stinkbutt after he stripped naked at bedtime.  Luckily, I took Beckett up to bed early and did a double take when leaving the bedroom.  He acted all offended when I woke him to dress him again.

Struggling with my milk production. Ordered some fenugreek offline- might do something, might not. I think I have a refill on metoclapramide,of I'm going to try that too. I've been pumping three times a day and it's just a struggle.

It really bothers me on the biggest loser when they put down folks that *only* lose 5 pounds in the week. A pound is a victory.

I hate driving in the rain when it is dark out. I literally cannot see the lines on the road. I don't feel lke I've ever had this problem before, so I feel super old.

Not looking forward to cold weather coming.  At least this year I won't be super pregnant and will be able to close my jacket,

Maybe I'll start running again. Maybe do another half marathon. easier said then done.

I wish Beckett would go back to sleeping through the night. He has been waking up twice during the night for the past few weeks.

I spent the day at the pumpkin patch with Liam's daycare class. It was very difficult to help watch 23 4 year olds.  I am very thankful that I only have 3 little ones to watch.

The bourbon chase is this weekend and we are hosting the dinner prior to it at our house tomorrow.  Not really looking forward to that because they are coming over right when the boys are suppose to be going down for their naps.  I'm also going to miss Jeremy a lot.

Wyatt is such a stinkbutt but so very very sweet.  Beckett is sitting up like a champ now and eating 4 oz of solids at a time.  Liam is so good with the baby and helping out when I ask him to.