Oh, please let it be a good weekend. Please please please please. I left work early today because my head hurt so bad I couldn't even keep my eyes open. i ended up taking a really long nap, and got up at 3:30 pm. Then I was nausated and stomach cramping, so I was worried about it being the flu, but then it went away. I had to take sudafed to get the headache to go away, so hopefully my milk won't go down too much. Liam has still been having some lose stools from the poop eating incident last weekend, so Jeremy took him to the doctor. They didn't think it was a parasite, but we have too collect stool samples just in case this weekend and they gave us some probiotics to give him too. I've been giving him a yougurt every day, so hopefully that helped too.

Smells like...

Seriously, have babies evolved to smell like crack so that you will never put them down? Because the side of Wyatt's head smells so amazing. I could just sniff it for hours.

Wyatt has dumbo arms when he nurses, just like Liam did, and it is so cute.

Poor Liam

Poor Liam. He was sitting on the couch with me and Jeremy yesterday morning, eating some plain pasta noodles, and the next thing we know, he is scratching at his mouth and whimpering. Apparently, he found one of those little poops that Perhaps lets out in her sleep in the couch and took a bite. It was funny, sad, disgusting, horrible all at once. I really don't like Perhaps anymore. I haven't for a long time. Anyways, I don't think he ate any of it, just took a bit and then did what any sane person who puts poop in their mouth does. We cleaned it out and brushed his teeth right away and just hoped his immune system would do it's job. Not so much. We are on over 8 poopy diarrhea diapers. Between Liam and the fact that Wyatt hasn't pooped in almost 48 hours, we are not so much a happy family. And we were planning on going to the state fair today. And that didn't happen. Which I'm glad that we didn't decide to go. Liam is still acting fine, just having flashed of punniness, but man, his hiney is raw already. I started him on pedialyte really early this morning, so hopefully he won't get dehydrated.

156.6. I think the nursing is finally catching up. I don't know why I didn't lose weight for 6 weeks, but I'll take it now. I'm trying to clean the house, but between Liam and Wyatt, that isn't happening....

157.8! I am very happy with this. I was 160 for a few days earlier this week, but I guess I was just holding on to fluid for some reason because I peed like crazy yesterday. And after a run in with some allergy medicine, my milk is finally back up (not that it was down really, but I was making 3-5 ounces extra every day and it was stressing me out for that to have cut back so suddenly). I was have horrible flashbacks to cracking open that can of formula. I might not be freezing as much milk as I'm taking out, but I'm okay with that. Tomorrow I have to work from 8 to 8:30, but Jeremy is bring the boys by so that I can love on them and nurse Wyatt around dinner time. I am thankful for the people at work. Overall, they are a really good bunch.

158.5! that's exciting. I need to graph my weight loss over time. It will be cool. I have a calendar in the bathroom that I've been writing on. the boys are super cute as always. I wish could be more patient with Liam. I know it is hard to obey as a toddler. but sometimes, I just want him to do things right then and there. I have been working hard on following through with things, like if I say "it's naptime Liam, we can play with mommy's hair later" or "it is time to eat, when can go outside later", I try to make sure that we actually do those things later. Like as soon as possible, so it won't be an empty statement.