we are making a modified Thanksgiving dinner for our international student and one of her friends today.  And by we, I mean Jeremy.  Then, have to get the house ready for Peggy to come clean on Monday and Jeremy Is leaving town for two nights :(

It always makes me sad to fly solo.  Hopefully I will be able to get my workouts in. 

I don't think that I will be able to reach my weight loss goal by Dec 31st, but I'm okay with that.  When I started restricting calories to 1800, my milk production went down.  Right now, it's more important me for to get Beckett to a year without having to supplement with formula then to get down to 140 pounds.  So, I'll stay in the low 150s.  I have still been working out 6 days a week since Beckett was 6 weeks old, which is pretty darn impressive since he is going to be 8 months on the 5th..  I have noticed that it is getting harder to think about working out because it is so cold in the basement.  We have the vents shut off down there because it doesn't seem right to pay to heat the entire basement when I'm only down there about 35 minutes a day, and the majority of that I'm moving around sweating.  Needless to say, last night was a stretch video, and I did it upstairs in the living room.

Jeremy got his old train from home that is over 30 years old and set it up.  Wyatt loves it.... they were actually down in the cold basement for almost an hour and I about froze just thinking about them.

Beckett has RSV--- not too bad though, he isn't really running a fever, or coughing.  Being needy, but he usually is when he is at home.  Spent most of the last week in bed with us at night, which means I'm not sleeping too well these days.

Jeremy is downstairs with the boys playing music and dancing.  so sweet.  I'm getting ready to lie down for a nap. I had to deal with blow out poops when both the older boys woke up this morning, so I've earned a good nap.

we need to book our vacation to Florida for next May.

I spent the whole day wanting to say :leave me alone: and :time out:... some days are harder than others, and today was one of those days.

hopefully tomorrow will be better.  I hate having to deal with other people's mistakes sometimes.

Make it stop! Time is going by too quickly! They are getting too big too fast! I don't want my babies to grow up!