This New Year's I'm home all by myself. Jeremy is at work and I'm busy feeling sorry for myself. I had to go into work this morning and we were suppose to get out at 12. I didn't get to leave until 2:45. Jeremy had to go to work at 3 and when I got home he was already left.

I have to go into the lab next week. But I also have to work at GeriCare because they're moving all next week. So I don't know what I'm going to do. I guess I'll figure it out.

I'm very excited about sleeping late tomorrow and not traveling anywhere for the holiday.

I need to buy books and I need to get $500 to UK to reserve my spot for school next fall. That will be my next paycheck.

I've been frustrated at work lately because of the folks there. I look forward to leaving every day and coming home. I sort of wish I liked my job better. It's not that I dislike it, I just wish I liked it better. I feel taking advantaged of and overlooked. Oh well.

One more semester folks!

Jeremy is in Richmond, Virginia with his dad helping him work. I'm going to be all by myself this week. Sniff, sniff.

He called earlier but he was still on the road and the phone was about to go dead. I miss him already. Sniff, sniff.

I went to the dentist today. Apparently, I have something that will one day in the future be a cavity but has not yet gotten there. So, I guess I'm getting a filling. I think it's sort of shady. It's on the tooth were I've always had problems with a filling coming out, so I don't think I have one at all. Oh well. Whatever floats their boat. Note to self: never spend 25 bucks on a stupid fluoride treatment. It's a waste of money.

I wish Jeremy were home. Being home by myself stinks. sniff sniff. At least I'm working full time though and have things to keep me busy during the day. sigh.

I love my watch. It is very cool.

Christmas was enjoyable and so was Christmas Eve. I thought some of it would be awkward but it really wasn't.

I got everything I wanted for Christmas, including over 10 gallons of laundry detergent! That's what I'm talking about. It's wonderful. I was telling Jeremy's mother all that I got (the asparagus, the olives, the detergent, the shampoo) and she looked like I had grown an extra head. Oh well, I love it all!

Maybe had fun at Jeremy's parent's yesterday. There were 6 dogs there... it was crazy but so much fun. It made me wish we had more animals in the house. When we move in a bigger house, whenever that may be, I want to other bedrooms. One for an exercise room and another for an animal room. That way, we won't have to keep the litter box in the bath tub and we can shut them up when needed.

I love Jeremy. He's my hero for driving so much yesterday.

love me, love me, say that you love me... need me, need me, go on and need me....

sigh.

My car broke down. Yes, the Passat. We took it in today. Apparently it had two recalls that we didn't even know about.

I got a bonus.

The house is almost clean.

I'm sick of being blamed for things that aren't my fault.

Chris stinks because his GPA is higher than mine.

Well, a lot has happened since the last time I updated. Here are the important points:

Jeremy still had his job. Barely, but he still has it. We are in the process of increasing our savings even more so we won't have to put up with some much bullshit in the future.

I got into PHARMACY school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Huge relief. I cried like a baby when Jeremy called me at work and read me the email I received.

I'm done with the semester. Maybe I'll get A's. Maybe I'll get B+'s. Doesn't matter anymore though. I just have to get C's in order to keep my acceptance.

I love my family. I'm sorry I'm ditching you tomorrow. Just know that I love you.

This week has been long. I had a Micro presenetation and a lab practical, a discussion for Senior Sem about my final paper, a Spanish quiz and I had to turn in my labnote book today. But it's all done. I just have two more finals to go through and then I'll be done for the semester. And I'll start working full time at work until next semester.

Jeremy's at work. He's going to go back to mornings in the next few weeks.

still sick

I didn't go to any classes yesterday. I woke up at like 6 because I had to sneeze and the next thing I knew I had snot all over my face and in my hair and was crying like a baby. Jeremy got up and cleaned me up and we went to go sleep in the other bed and it hugged on me and made me feel better. Then when 7:30 rolled around, I felt too bad to do anything, so I just got up long enough to send a pathetic email to all my professors and then crawl back into bed.

I work up just about the time that I hard the mailtruck going up the street. My PCAT scores had came. I got a 94, which means I did better than 94 people in the nation, which means I'm in the top 10%. Who knew studying would help? I faxed my scores over to UK and then sent them an email asking for a confirmation that they got it. They replied back and said they had and that they were processing the information.

So, I started to feel better, but I went ahead and stayed home and did some homework. It seems like I always jump into things when I feel a little bit better and then I end up feeling ten times worse. I did get up and go into work and worked a few hours. When I got home and fixed myself dinner, my nose completely clogged up and I could barely breath. It was horrible.

Jeremy got home after 4ish. I talked to him for a little bit earlier that night. Apparently, a transformer blew or something and they had not electricity with several functions going on. That was a nightmare. When he got home, I woke up long enough to talk gibberish to him and then fall back asleep.

He's still in bed right now. I think I'm going to go cuddle with him some and then go take a shower.

laters everyone!

I'm sick and I completely blame Jeremy for snotting on my last Saturday night when we were stuck in traffic.

I left work early and slept all day and I didn't go to band. I hate feeling sick. And now I still feel like crap but I can't go back to sleep because I went to bed at like 9 last night so I'm all slept out. At least Skit has been very sweet to me all day.

Maybe got her teeth clean today. They look really nice. She keeps on whimper though. I think her gums are hurting her.

I still haven't gotten my scores back from the PCAT. They should have been here by now.

I had a micro test yesterday. I hope I did ok on it.

Jeremy is going to be working late a lot for the next few days. I'm going to miss him. I called him at work earlier and cried to himm because I felt so bad. Hopefully, he will be able to come early. I told him to not come home unless he brought a peace offering in the form of a milk shake for getting me sick. One more week and then the week after that is finals. And then I'll be working fulltime and maybe doing some research at school.

I think I'm going to lie down somemore. I really need to take a shower but I don't want to be cold for the next few hours while my hair dries.