Kindergarten is going well.  We are reading a ton--- at least 30 minutes every night. it's a little exhausting, but I think the boys like it. Liam can listen to chapter books now, which is very tiring for me.

Parenting is the hardness thing I will ever do.  Every day I try to do better. Some days I do go; other days I fell miserably. Sometimes I don't even want to come home to deal with it.

I hope that kindergarten goes okay. I NEED it to go okay. I need Wyatt to do better. I need just a little bit of light. I need him to find peace so that our family can have peace.  It has been so frustrating for so long, and getting worst on some days.  My reserves get less and less. it is so hard.