I guess that my interview went okay. I keep having these moments of insecurity and just feeling really stupid, but that should pass. I always feel like that after situations like these.

There are 12 people who applied for 3 spots, so hopefully I will be one of those 3. Now it is out of my hands. Keep your fingers cross. If I don't get it, CVS for me.

So, after my interview, I was driving on Alumni and I had this suddent urge to pee. After 30 secs, it turned downright painful because I had to pee so bad. I'm pretty sure there have been less times than I can count on my hands where I had to pee that bad. It was ridiculous. So, it was almost so bad that I consider stopping at a gas station or something, but since I was only like 8 minutes from the house, I figured I would just wait. I was literally thinking of anything to try to get my mind off of my poor bladder, and was busy being worried that there may be some issues getting up the hill in our neighborhood due to the icy conditions. I was even thinking if it were possible to pull over and squat by my car--- the ground was already wet. Luckly, the road was much improved, but rounding the bend to where I can see the house, in my urgency, I accidently push the garage door opener button twice, and it was coming back down rather than up when I pulled into the driveway. So, rather than wait for it to go back up all the way to pull the car in, I put the car in park and jumped out to duck underneath. I didn't actually jump out because I had to compose myself for fear of changing bladder position may cause some leakage (yes, I had to pee that bad--- it even crossed my mind during the drive if I had anything in my car that would constitute as a bed pan--- I gave up that idea due to the fact I was wearing pants--- now, if I had been wearing a skirt... it would have been a different story.) Anyways, I jump out of my car, and am half way through the garage, when I hear someone yell "excuse me ma'am!??!" When I turned around, I know the guy must have saw the look of pain on my face. The guy had stopped his car in front of the house to ask me if I had gotten any mail today, while pointing at our mailbox. I had not choice but to hobble down the driveway, pry open the mailbox which was frozen shut just to tell him, no, i haven't gotten any mail today, or any for the last 3 days since the ice storm.

The one day that I need to run into the house to pee like a race horse, I get delayed by a stranger driving down the street who decides to stop and ask some random person about their postage status while they are dashing from their car. I should have gone and peed on his car.

And if another one cares, I made it to the potty in time, although I don't think my bladder muscles can take anymore stress like that for a while.

I really irritated that Jeremy won't come home from work. He can do all his work from home. and it's getting really bad out.

I went outside and played with the doggies. It was fun, but then it got cold.

I don't think I'm going to the gym again today.

UK is cancelled, so even if yesterday wasn't my last day of my rotation, I wouldn't have gone in anyway.

my toes are cold.

I need to brush my teeth. I wonder if the library is closed?

I hope that Katherine doesn't go into labor with this weather. that would stink!

Today was the last day of my rotation. I got up with Jeremy and went to work with him, but didn't drive to Georgetown until 11 because of the weather. It was horrible on the expressway. Super scary. Then I left at 3:30, which is funny because that was apparently when UK cancelled their classes.

Jeremy and I got home and we were planning on going and working out. But after we were outside shoveling the driveway and I fell on my tooshie and we saw no less than 3 cars unable to make it up our hill because the road was a complete sheet of ice, we decided to stay home. I'm feel pretty guilty about it. I hope that we will be able to work out tomorrow.

The dogs were really funny because not only is the street a sheet of ice, so is our backyard. They were outside sliding around like crazy.

I just finished Emma. It was a really good book. Now I'm started on the Lost Horizon. I hope that I can make it to the library tomorrow to pick up some more books.

Last night we were watching an inconvenient truth, and I fell asleep. I went to go lie down hoping that I would wake up in time to watch American Idol and Lost, but no such luck. And then this morning when I woke up I felt very guilty for missing it and not working out yesterday.

I have my VA interview on the 30th. My last day at Toyota is Tuesday. My preceptor is actually moving to another store, so my last day is his last day.

The drive is really dragging me down. Or winter is really dragging me down. something is dragging me down.

I wish that we had all our student loans paid off.

I'm glad we have our animals. they make me smile.

I'm at home today. I was online yesterday looking for the email address for my preceptor for next month, and realized that today was a Univeristy holiday and we weren't suppose to go to our rotation. I guess since I had to be at my rotation last month on Christmas eve and New Year's eve, I have a low tolerance for holidays.

Anyways, I emailed my preceptor and asked if it was okay that I didn't come in. I had missed a day last week to go to the funeral, so I didn't know what his response would be. But I'm home and all is good.

I just folded like 4 loads of clothes. It was covering our entire bed. But everything is folded and put up, except for the t-shirts which Jeremy asked me to leave. Apparently, he doesn't like the way I fold t-shirts, so he can take care of them:)

Plans for today:
-straighten the kitchen (I've been cleaning it everyday, so it's literally a 3 minute job)
-read in my book (watership downs)
-clean off the computer table
-watch tv
-work out
-love on the turtle
-love on the Jeremy when he gets home from work

My graduation from the college of Pharmacy is Friday May 8th from 7-9pm. Please let me know if you are planning on attending. I have to send in the number of guests I will have.

Good luck today mom!!!! I love you !!!!!!!!!

My friend Rebekah passed away last night. I've mentioned her a couple of times in the blog. They are investigating it currently, but believe that is was an overdose on something. it's a very sad thing.

It seems like death has been following me around. I hate it when death touches the people around me.

Man, today was one of those "I need a beer" days. But since I hate beer, I will have to settle for a root beer and a Turtle

Not feeling the Toyota rotation. Too crowded and nothing to do, but no where to go off and hide.

I have to finish my letter of interest tonight, and then hopefully if I get a hold of Lynne to pick up my letter of recommendation, I can drop off my application packet at the VA tomorrow morning. I also have to go to the dentist tomorrow morning. I just made the appointment yesterday so I haven't told my preceptor that I'll be a little late, but I don't care.

Did I mention I'm not feeling the Toyota rotation. there is too much drama already and some people are mean.

Oh, I'm not going to be able to walk tomorrow. I'm already hobbling around as it is, so once I sleep for a couple of ours, I'm resolved that I'll just spend the day in bed.

I hate football. I hate the voice of the stereotypically male announcers. I hate the fact that the half time show is merely a teaser... you can change the channel for 30 minutes or so, but you eventually have to change back.