jeremy took the boys to Lowe's, so it is the first time I've been all by myself in over 4 weeks. Of course, I spent the first 10 minutes of my alone time putting up laundry. Wyatt is so sweet. he laughed for the first time yesterday while he was awake. It was at his Uncle John and his baseball cap. very cute. I've been pumping an extra 5 oz every night (sadly, it usually happens around 2-3 in the morning). But that is good because we will have lots of milk when Wyatt has to start at daycare. Jeremy is going to start applying for jobs this week. it is nerve racking. it will be strange to go back to work after maternity leave and have Jeremy ending up staying home with the boys. only time will tell (Chris, I don't think you know what is going on, but all of the revenue department is losing their jobs and have to reapply for it--- basically, in Jeremy's region, 10 people are applying for 6 jobs). Jeremy got offered a job in Cleveland already, but he would have to be there two days a week. And have you been to Cleveland? that place sucks.

Well, it has been a while. Baby Wyatt is doing great, gaining weight and eating like a champ. Stepping well at night, but mostly wants to sleep on top of me or near me, which isn't too good for me. I spend much of the nit half awake worrying about him dying because of the whole back is best and co sleeping is for satanic patients that the APP has pushed on us. I don,t trust Jeremy to sleep with the baby on him, so needless to say, I don,t get the most restful sleep. The other thing that sucks an my life right now is the series of allergi reactions I had. Like. I had to go to the emergency room with angioedema and throat swelling. It happened 5 days in a row and the allergic doctor had to ideA. Basically told me to take Loratadine every day. I think it might have been my breast buddy causing it.... I don,t now if there is latex in it or some kind of bug gt on it while it was in storage, but I haven,t used it sine the last time I had an attack lasts Wednesday and I don,t plan on it. It is really freaking me out to think about dying so much and I can't be taking so much Benadryl every time an attack happens with a baby. The other horrible thing that happened is that my cervix fell out. Didn,t even know that could happen did you? It can. Apparently it is common. Doing kegals and hoping that surgery won,t happen. Between the night sweats, feeling disgusting with this baby weight and my immobility that started after my nap today due track spams, I.m a sorry mess. Don.t get me started on the fact my license is expired and m suppose to get a new picture done. Unlikely that will happen anytime soon. I.ve been slowly erasing how much I.ve been picking Liam up, but my cervix has kept me from doing to much. I am actually thankful abo my weight. I've already last 20 pounds which is a good thin. I only have 25 More to go. With Liam. I had 45 more to go after my first 20 pounds were off. I love my sweet boys. Wyatt is going the an amazing baby, just like Liam s. we have been very lucky. He hasn't,t cried at all, we have been. Very good about meeting his needs before he needs to cry