151.4. Slowly but surely. I had a really rough week last week weight wise, so I'm very glad I got back on track. Thank goodness for little fat suckers. I still have 10 pounds to lose before I'm back to the weight I can fit in all my clothes, and I was hoping that I would do that before Wyatt's 6 month birthday, but I don't think I can do 10 pounds in 5 weeks. oh well. Reaching the 140's will be a huge victory. Jeremy went out of town and it was just me and the boys. I had friends come over for 45 minutes in the evening while I gave Liam a bath, read him books, put him to bed and then took a shower myself so that baby Wyatt could be occupied. It worked out well. It would have likely have worked out with out them beign there too, but having two screaming babies would have been rough. We are going to order some crib rails for Liam. he's going to be sleeping in a big boy bed soon! so exciting. They are so sweet together. Like, if I put Wyatt on the play mat, Liam will go over and play with him for 30 minutes and they will both be smiling and laughing at each other. It is the sweetest thing. Yesterday, when i dropped the boys off at daycare, I hung up Liam's jacket and was getting ready to leave, when Liam runs towards me. Some mornings are worse than others with leaving, so I thought he was going to start crying because I was leaving. But, he was in fact running to give Wyatt a kiss goodbye. Now, THAT is ridiculously cute! What the heck is up with blogger not putting spaces in for paragraphs anymore? does anyone know how to fix that? i messed with the hmtl a little bit when I was moving the blog around, but I think this started happening when before I moved everything.

152.5!

Well, I thought I would hold off from getting my period back for a while since I'm not supplementing at all with Wyatt. But no such luck. I always thought PMS was a joke, but man, that's what Sunday had to have been. I haven't been in such a bad mood for no reason in such a long time. Liam really scared me, but I feel better. He was able to stand on his stool tonight, balanced on one foot, and brush his teeth. Still can't walk or stand without holding onto something, but he can crawl pretty well. It's funny watching him crawl around the entire house. It's like he's 9 months old again. He;s going back to daycare tomorrow. I stopped and talked to the director today and hopefully he will be okay. he is okay sitting on the ground and in chairs and knelling. The teachers will carry him if needed. I just don't have enough leave saved up since I just got off of maternity leave. I already have burned through my sick leave and will have to use annual leave for today. Which is fine, but what if Wyatt gets sick something horrible like Liam did when he was 6 months old. Jeremy's boss is out all week because his mother passed away, so Jeremy taking off is out of the question. I hope he does okay. I guess I will call like every hour or two and if he isn't doing well, I will got and get him.

Man, today I wished I didn't have kids. For an hour. That would have been nice. Wyatt is teething and Liam is testing. And that's even after I got to take two naps today. It's these damn canker sores in my mouth. They are so painful, it is ridiculous. I can't talk, I get irrationally angry when the boys hit/bump me in the face. And I have another one forming on top of my mouth. And my dentist can just go to hell. I talked to her on Wednedsay and she said she was going to call me something in. Kept calling the pharmacy and the office, and nothing. When I called back on Friday to see what was going on, it was closed for the holidays already. see.... irrationally angry. It about killed me on Friday to be at work and see triamcinoline dental paste and viscous lidocaine on the shelf. So close but so far. At least I was 155.0 this morning.