1000 posts-- how about that?

I don't think Louisville is going to happen.

it's going to be okay.

no Louisville today. The snow finally came. Maybe tomorrow?

I hate that I woke up this morning bright eyed and bushy tailed at 6:30am. What the heck?

so where is all this snow that we are suppose to have? Or where is ANY of it?

If we don't get snowed in, the plan is to go to Louisville.

I'm really enjoying running. I hope that it stays that way until March 28th.

oct 2

I think that we are coming to Louisville this weekend if anyone would like to go to Avatar at the IMAX. Jeremy has been dying to see it, and I need to pick up Mary Kay at Rebecca's (which I ordered almost a month ago but haven't gotten yet).

Jeremy has to go to Cincy tomorrow. I never like it when he's far away. Tomorrow will be the first time that I will have driven my car more than a mile since the clutch was replaced. I'm slightly freaked out by it, especially because the weather is suppose to be really bad.

My training for the half marathon has been going really well, although I missed a day last night because we went out to dinner with friends and I stuffed myself so much that if I tried to run late last night, I would have barfed. But, tomorrow is suppose to be a cross training day, so I can just catch up with a 3 mile run and be back on track.

I got a cold weather running shirt last night. Between that and my running pants, it's one whole complete spandex outfit. It's gonna be awesome when I wear it. Not.

The top of my right foot has been numb. That's strange. It justs really biazzare. I haven't done anything to it.

I have my application questions completely. Finally. they took forever and I've had alot of anxiety about them. I've sent them off to my mentor to review, so hopefully she will have some good suggestions.

I'm sorta had a bad day yesterday. Very insecure. But, it is sorta of good too, because when I'm so unconfident, it helps me to not get my hopes up about this ICU job at the VA. After I get my resume updated and turn in my application, I'm going to start working on applying for other jobs. There's a clinical job at st joes in Lexingotn, and another job in Morehead, and another in Louisville. and I need to start looking down in Florida. You never know.

Happy Birthday Day old man. I hope that you have a great one")

waiting in the airport to come back home!!! It's gonna be a long couple of hours

In LA with the Chris and Lissa:)

when the hell did I get so many friends on the west coast? Biazzare!

sadly, my training has to start this Tuesday if I'm going to do the half marathon in Lexington at the end of March. So, I will be running in California. and Arizona.

Happy New Years everyone!

I have a couple of resolutions this year, but some of them are more like wishes.

-I want to run a half marathon. I officially start training for it at the beginning of Feb.
-I want to get down to 130, which is my ideal body weight. I actually don't think this will happen, but maybe with the above resolution it will.
-I want to start trying to have a baby this year, but I don't want to start until Jeremy wants to. Which refers to really just having a wish that Jeremy will be ready sooner rather than later.
-I want to eat 40 grams of protein a day (this one will be the hardest). If not 40, at least 20 grams.
-I am applying for the ICU job at the Lexington VAMC. I resolve to be confident in my ability to do the job AMAZINGLY, and if I don't get it, I resolve to not freak out. It will be okay if I have to work CVS for a few months while looking for clinical jobs in Florida. It will be okay. And if we decide to stay in Lexington, that will be okay too. I really do love this city, even with the cold, and if I have to let my license drop in Florida, or spend a couple hundred a year to keep it going just because, that is okay. it will be okay. If I can only work part time with CVS, that will be okay. we have plenty of money and have been making solid contributions to paying off our loans.

I guess my main New Year's resolution is just to accept the fact that I have no idea what I will be doing in the next 6 months or year, and that is okay. As long as I have Jeremy and a house to live in and a license to practice pharmacy, it will be okay.