Vacation time soon!

I am so sore.  Ouch.  Not really specific muscle groups, but all over sore.  That Insanity really is a full body workout, because everything is sore.  I thought some major groups would be sore, but nope, it's everything.

Goal for today is to load up on protein and stay hydrated so I will be nice and energized for tonight's workout.

We are going to Myrtle Beach next week.  We are leaving Sunday morning, heading to Asheville, going to chimney top, eating dinner at a vegetarian restaurant, eating breakfast at a vegetarian restaurant (who knew there were so may in Asheville), then heading on to Myrtle Beach Monday morning to check into our timeshare.  Staying there until Friday afternoon, then heading to Knoxville for dinner, Gatlinburg or Dollyworld on Satuday, back home on Sunday.  In Myrtle Beach, I want to play mini golf (hopefully it will go when with the boys), go swimming every day, drink virgin strawberry things, eat at as many seafood places and Jeremy can handle and do Insanity every day.  not sure how my diet is going to go... hopefully places will have more than French fries for me to eat.  There is only one vegetarian place in Myrtle Beach.

I need to head to Sams club to get some swim diapers for the boys.  We are blowing through them going to the pool.  We are really enjoying it, which I actually didn't think we would when I bought the family pass.  I thought we would force ourselves to go to get the boys exposed to the water, but the boys are having a blast and it is really nice watching them play.  I think everyday that we get home from work and it is melting out, we are going to eat dinner and then go to Tates Creek.

I am a worrier.  I think I have gotten a lot better about it over the years, but I am still a worrier.  I worry about interactions with people, about the future, about not making the most out of a moment.

The good thing is that even when I'm worried or stressed about something, usually within a day or two, it resolves itself and I sorta forget about it.

There are people in this world I will never mesh with.  I understand that. But still, I really dislike butting heads with people.  Especially when I think I'm right and they are wrong:)

But, in the big picture, it doesn't even matter.  Cuz I got me some sweet sweet boys and a very wonderful husband and coming home to their smile makes everything all good.

I want another baby and I want Jeremy to want another baby.  I want him to WANT one, not just have another one because I'm pressuring him.  Three.  three seems perfect.  They bring so many happiness.