I saw someone die today. It was very surreal. It's surprising how desensitized we are from watching TV and movies, and how in real life it almost seems easier, quieter.

The thing they can't portray in movies though is the face of the husband, the complete and utter terror immobilizing his face as he stands outside the ICU, watching us run past him for the code. the desperation of 50 years of marriage being washed away.

I will never forget that face.